Saturday, January 28, 2006

cepet sembuh ya, sayang...

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thank you Lord, for saving my soul


“I asked God for strength that I might achieve. I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health that I might do greater things. I was given infirmity that I might do better things. I asked for riches that I might be happy. I was given poverty that I might be wise. I asked for power that I might have the praise of men. I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. I was given life that I might enjoy all things. I got nothing that I asked for, but everything I hoped for. Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered. I am, among all men, most richly blessed.”

Doaku sejujur-jujurnya, ya Tuhan. Aku tau aku manusia yang berdosa, sedikitpun tidak layak mendapat belas kasihanMu. Tapi Engkau mengasihiku, Engkau memberikan pertolongan lebih dari apa yang aku minta. Dan Engkau selalu memberikan yang terbaik, lebih dari apa yang aku doakan. Puji syukur ku kepadaMu ya Allah.
Engkaulah pelindungku, sahabat yang terbaik, temanku yang paling mengerti aku dan Allahku yang ajaib. Allah yang tidak terbatas dan Allah yang selalu memperhatikan perbuatan tanganNya.
Jiwaku memuji Engkau, ya Allah. Jiwaku datang kepadaMu sebagaimana adanya. Terimalah ya Allah, pakailah seturut apa mauMu…..Amien..

Monday, January 23, 2006

fear



Has fear ever held a man back from anything he really wanted?

George Bernard Shaw quotes
(
Irish literary Critic, Playwright and Essayist. 1925 Nobel Prize for Literature)

Sunday, January 15, 2006

laparoskopi

dear giselle,

wanna know what's on my mind lately..?

laparoscopy. in Encyclopædia Britannica Article:
"procedure that permits visual examination of the abdominal cavity with an optical instrument called a laparoscope, which is inserted through a small incision made in the abdominal wall. The term comes from the Greek word laparo, meaning “flank,” and skopein, meaning “to examine.”

kedengerannya ga terlalu serem sih tapi buat mamamu ini, yang even disuntik aja sampe megang2 tangan suster, dan sama sekali belom pernah nginep di rumah sakit..it is scary.. but i really really wanted to do it.. if that is what it takes to bring you into this world, then i will do it. no doubt about it. and to tell you the truth, i cant wait.. really..

so remember this word: laparoscopy.. the first step of you coming to this world..

mom-

Saturday, January 14, 2006

sunshine after the rain

setelah seminggu penuh singapur diguyur hujan all day all week.. akhirnya pagi ini matahari berteman lagi dengan bumi.. mungkin minggu kemarin dia lagi berantem gara2 bulan..mungkin.. so..pemandangan yg seminggu lalu ga ada hari ini keliatan lagi deh..
HDB sebrang hotel Simei kembali memberikan view yg 'ramai', 'colourful', dan sedikit berantakan.. he..he...
sunshine ini emang lagi ditunggu2 banget sama warga singapur.. yg di hotel simei juga.. udah berhari2 kedinginan mulu.. pakaian ga kering2.. ga bisa jogging..

so we welcome you, sunshine.. after all, everybody needs sunshine after the rain.. it's curing our fear and our pain...

you're my sunshine after the rain
you're the cure against my fear and my pain'
cause I'm losin my mind when you're not around
it's all, it's all because of you


Wednesday, January 11, 2006

what am i supposed to do ?



why you never tell me that you will go away and never come back?
if you wanna go, at least give me a number
so i can sms you
or tell me your YM-id so i can buzz you
you always like that, trying to do all your self
you never tell me that you need my help
why its always you that helping me
at least you should give me a chance to help you
now, where are you?

god damned!
i'm going there, and you are not there
i always late, i can't beat the time
now, what i'm supposed to do ?

what i'm supposed to do ??

when u still keep using drugs



if you take drugs who really pays the price ?

Sunday, January 08, 2006

guests of honor



today until wednesday our nantulang, with febry and fressy will be our guests of honor. our first guests in 2006. we are delighted and excited and thrilled..

the proverb says:
-he who practices hospitality entertains God himself-

who does not want to entertain God? I do. We do. The Gultoms do. So, please come and visit us in Hotel Simei.. we will be honored to have you as our guests.. breakfast will be included, and, if you are lucky, you might get the chance to taste our signature dish: nasi goreng jay chou with tahu goreng stephanie sun..

Friday, January 06, 2006

pasir merica



kok udah lama gue gak pernah melukis dan bikin puisi lagi ya?

perlu kah ku ke Kuta-Lombok untuk melihat pulau pulau batu itu lagi?
iring iring pasir yang serasa merica?
bening biru kumpulan air dan sapuan putih ombak..
dimana hati yang penuh pasir merica itu?
tangan yang penuh sapuan ombak ?
apakah talenta itu terpendam laksana senja?
oh senja, kata yang selalu memendam rasa kangen
seperti ungu.. senja itu penuh rindu
yang tak ada batas seperti pasir merica itu
rindu dan kangen seperti senja
ingat aku membawa cinta itu dalam kotak pita ungu
di senja pantai pasir penuh merica
kuambil lagi rasa itu dan ku bawa serta

D-

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

christmas with mom


kesampaian juga mau bawa nyokap jalan2 ke sini.. setelah lebih dari 10thn ga nginjek tanah singapura, si nyokap rada2 ga percaya kalo dia udah di sini sekarang, iya, ini di singapore loh ma... so we spent a lot of time in orchard yang rameeee banget, ke china town, clarke quay, and of course naik river taxi, ke merlion and esplanade.. ini foto di depan apartment di taman serasi, dulu, in 1989-1991, we lived here.. sekarang udah jauh lebih bagus tempatnya... udah ada namanya Botanic Gardens Mansion..

jarang2 bisa berdua sama nyokap yang udah ditinggal almost 4 bulan di jakarta..

anyway, what a wonderful two weeks with mom..
merry christmas ma...

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

SDGI - the family company


giz.. mau tau gimana papa kamu cari duit?

ini nih.. SDGI ( System Design Group Indonesia) kalo kata mama kamu singkatannya Semua Demi Gloria, kalo kata om oot Sun Dulu Gue.. whatever.. perusahaan ini udah lama didirikan bareng Paman Fauzi. Foto ini ceritanya, lagi First Company Outing di Ancol.. hebat ya?? bisa outing lho.. dari kiri ke kanan : ( Ami, Ewid, Reagen, Olive, Ikin, Fauzi, your dad ).. udah segini nih jumlah karyawannya.. dikit tapi seru.
Yang pasti, Dad is really proud of this company. This is for you. So when you grown up and finish your Space Engineering from Harvard or Standford.. we will challenge you to run this company. Its gonna be big and very big company, so from that many families, friends can use as their vehicle to catch their dreams. It starts from dreams anyway..

dad-